crazy new family...

For this few weeks, Ive been in and out tioman for my diving trip with Horizon, even the visibility sometimes moderate but to have this cool people around you is just soothing, it makes you feel at home with a new kinda family... we laugh every time, most of the time actually, picking up some silly jokes or even our past time funny stories to throw around... That's what makes me hooked with this group, they are mostly aged between 30-40 but when it come up to attitude its like 24/25, they just never grown older....
well our back ground mostly different, most of them is a businessman ranging from ceo's and stuff, but when we're in the island.. all the pangkat seems to let at home... there's no bosses here.. we're just plain simple white tissue...


The 1st week we're in tekek... this is when i meet them, on the jetty it self you can felt the warmness of the group, and on that time, we don't even know each other.. all we know is we're gonna do diving this few days... so afta 3 days fun and laughter we're end up calling our self
"the tekek group"

The 2nd week was on salang, a very nice place to stay though.. i learn how to take photo's too.. and taking my sis anna for her open water. Owh ya, ive even manage to drink ribena under water.. lolz

well.. i will be heading back there next week, hopefully.. we're throwing bbq on the island welcoming Ramadan..

tekek team:


Nazir Divemaster
Akashah - PROsak Photographer
Sarinah - OWSI
Ismail - Dive Machai in making
Tony - Master Scuba Sifu
Hazley - Certified Diver in Refresh
Kamal - Double Weight Belt
Linda - Diver cum model
Addy - New Cool Diver
Yaya - New Model Diver
Sham Botak - Dancer Diver
Ella - New Model Diver..need more dive
Asmah - New Model Diver..need more trip

Salang Trip

my friend Divemaster Nazir
Prosak Photographer Akashah
DMT Ismail
DMT Izray
Hazley & family
Yaya AOW
Kak Chik & Aswad New born UW DSLR
Iskandar OWD & AOWD
Aziz OWD & AOWD
Fahrin OWD & AOWD
Nurliyana OWD
Banesscu Aurelian OWD from Germany

heh...

Life is like a foot-print when you're walking on the beach.... and when you turned and looked back, ur print slowly washed away by the wave....

Well.... This mine

You should see it too...

The best romantic couple since
The Notebook

It was two weeks that would change their lives forever. Soon after John (Channing Tatum - Public Enemies, G.I. Joe) and Savannah (Amanda Seyfried - Mamma Mia, TV's “Big Love”) fall madly in love, their relationship is put on hold. With one leaving to complete his service, and the other to complete her college education, they pass the time by exchanging a continuous stream of love letters, until they can be reunited permanently a year later. But when war breaks out, their separation is extended indefinitely. Will their relationship survive the greatest test of all: the test of time? Based on the best-selling novel from the author of The Notebook, DEAR JOHN is a timeless romance that will warm your heart.

http://www.dearjohn-movie.com

Plot

John Tyree (Channing Tatum), a young man from the Army Special Forces, is lying on the ground in his combat gear with multiple gunshot wounds on his body. Coins begin to fall over him as he recalls a childhood trip to the U.S. Mint. He goes on to compare himself to a coin in the United States Military and states that the last thing he thought about before he blacked out, was "You."

In 2001, John is on leave when he meets Savannah (Amanda Seyfried), a college student on spring break. In a matter of days, Savannah and John fall in love. John meets Savannah's family as well as her neighbor, Tim Wheddon (Henry Thomas) and Tim's autistic son, Alan (Luke Benward), who looks up to Savannah.

Savannah meets and befriends John's father, a reclusive man who is only interested in his coin collection. John tells Savannah that his father has always been obsessed with coins and has not been much of a father to John, whose mother is not in the picture. Savannah mentions to John, that his father, like Alan, may have autism. This upsets John, who believes Savannah is calling his father retarded. He is so caught up in his anger that he gets into a fight with Savannah's rich neighbor, Randy (Scott Porter), accidentally punching Tim in the process. John apologizes to Tim the next day and leaves Savannah a note, seeking her forgiveness before his leave comes to an end. Savannah gets the note, and they spend one last day together. John returns to the Army and he and Savannah begin a long-distance relationship through handwritten letters. John believes that year will be his final year of enlistment but, following the September 11 attacks, is torn between returning home and his sense of duty. He is given a weekend off, which he spends with Savannah and her family as well as with his father. He asks Savannah for her opinion on whether or not he should re-enlist, and she tells him to do what he feels is right. Like the rest of the soldiers in his unit, John chooses to re-enlist.

Over the next 2 years, John faces dangerous missions and begins to live almost entirely for Savannah's letters. John and Savannah find themselves drifting apart. Finally, Savannah, sad but resigned, sends John a Dear John letter, informing him that she has become engaged to someone else. John, deeply depressed and frustrated by the news, believes she is engaged to Randy. On a mission, he enters a dangerous area and is shot several times by an enemy. His captain suggests that John go home and spend time with his father but, still upset about Savannah, John chooses to re-enlist again. He decides that he will make a career out of the Army and stay enlisted for as long as possible.

For the next four years, John, trying to mend his broken heart over Savannah, takes part in many missions with his new unit, spanning from the early years of the invasion of Iraq to the current resurgent conflicts in Afghanistan. During a mission in Qatar, John is informed that he is being sent home because his father suffered a severe stroke and was not found until days later. John feels guilt that if he had been there, the outcome for his father would have been better. The doctor assures him that his presence and quicker medical attention would have done little to help his father due to the severity of the stroke. John spends the last few days of his father's life by his side and writes him a letter. His father has difficulty opening it, so John reads it to him. It is then that the viewers find out that John's speech at the beginning of the film addressed his father, not Savannah. He tells the story of the first mule coin that he found and how it brought father and son to a shared passion of coin collecting. They connect in a tearful moment, and his father dies soon thereafter.

John goes to see Savannah. He discovers that she married Tim, not her rich friend. Savannah tells him Tim has cancer and is not allowed to leave the hospital. She says that the only way he can come home is by having an experimental drug that they can not afford. John visits Tim in the hospital, where Tim apologizes to John. He confesses that he has always loved Savannah and that he is happy because his son Alan will always have someone to care for him. Tim also admits that Savannah still loves John. While he wishes that she loved him the same way, he accepts what can never be. Late that evening, after reconnecting with Savannah, John finally says goodbye to her, forcing Savannah to acknowledge that she has lost John, bringing her to tears.

John sells his father's coin collection, though he keeps the very first mule coin that was the key element to their bond when he was a boy. He anonymously donates the money from the sale to finance Tim's operation. The next scene shows John back with his unit, using the mule coin in a coin toss with his fellow soldiers. John then gets an unexpected letter from Savannah. She writes about how she recieved an anonymous donation to help Tim with his operation and thanks him for doing so. Tim died after two months. She expresses that she still wonders where John is and what he is going through, but she accepts that she lost the right to know a long time ago.

Moved by Savannah's letter, John gets a new lease on life and decides to leave the Army after his current tour. In the last scene of the film, John walks a bicycle down a block in an American town and stops to chain it up. At that moment, Savannah in a nearby cafe turns to spot him. John turns, and they lock eyes through the cafe's glass window. Savannah exits the cafe, and they embrace with passion.

Decision+Choice+Time+Future= LIFE

Don't you find it hard sometimes to make the right choice and decision in life that will relate to your future...

What I'm saying is very subjective indeed, not only prior to your professional life or your personal life. I think everyone has come to this stage in certain time of their life.. don't you think so?? Is either that time where you have to make the right decision in the shortest period of time or you have to make the right decision without involving or hurting others... Well, for me there a small chances of probability that you will not hurt others though.. I mean "small" like 3%

Because we do live among people, we deal with human-being... We see them mostly everyday in our life's... And we do have a Heart and heaps of Feeling... So that make us very hard to make the right choices without hurting other, we human have this craving of wanted everything that we desire for, but not everything can be fulfilled though even how hard we tried of doing that, that's the beauty of life it self... Its when you fall, you will find the strength to stand up... but the courage of walking back and trying it again that count, because everyone do fall and stand back up, the different in this is how tall would you stand? think about it...

All I'm trying to do here is to make the right decision with less damage to be done... even in surgery there's a 10% defect... All we need is time, but its ticking as we blink our eyes, earth is being cruel day by day you see. Its the right choice and decision that counts now... You can looked back but your feet has to keep moving, as past is a very good teacher, we do learn from them.. but we have to keep moving forward because, I've experience it first handily, it was hard and not fun at all... but I've manage to stand back, but now only i have the courage to walk back again...

Hopefully I do......

BeBear

A wake up call

I had a bad dreams last night, i was being shot at by a rifle, well... damn bullet broke my shin bone.. lucky it was a dream.....

Well, on to that.. i just wanna shared some of my experience backed in Western Sahara when i was doing my volunteer for Humanitarian Right United Nations. It was my school holidays then, i got about 2 months break from all this hectic environment, so i figure that Africa-Helping people wasn't a bad idea... but it is all until I've reach there.

Western Sahara so isolated from supplies, transport, food and water, even communications from the civil war going on there... our mission is to distribute foods equally and vaccinated most of the villagers there . Well its kindda hard though to distributes since they all fight all the time, so we separate the goods into few units so they split up on distributions... The sun was so darn hot there, we drink mostly 7 liters of water everyday, not to mentions how many time we showered.. It was a cruel land, and i do respect people who lives there...

But i want to thank you Sahara for teaching me a lot of things... A lot of them make scene now for what ive become today, and where i stand on my ground....

When i was back then, the day was so hot and the night was cold.. so we do enjoy our every night there, it was then everything in life makes sense.... ive asked my self, "what happen if its us", "what happen if our country turn to be like this", "Why did i commit to this program"....
see Sahara was a cruel teacher, it remind us backed at school, do not skip class or you'll be punished and when you go to classes you will learned something. So did i...

All my friends was asking me why i did this, am i a action junkie or something, well i just tell them that someone has to do the job, even if its dirty.. but someone got to do it, that's what makes life's balance.... you have to get out from your comfort zone sometimes, to see how others being hurt on the other part of the world, by then you will learned the true meanings of life it self... when you think about pain... know this, there are more people that being hurt in so many ways possible...

Enjoy and cherish every moment of it... Because you never know what comes next...

Remember this: Everything that happen has been planned for us, nothing is a coincidence in life

p/s Thanks to my dad for sending me there... I know u wanna to teach me something.. lol

Ouch...

What i did on my Black Monday off day...

I went to this ligament repair workshop at med fac serdang...

There are four major ligaments in the knee. The ligaments in the knee connect the femur (thighbone) to the tibia (shin bone), and include the following:

• anterior cruciate ligament (ACL) - the ligament, located in the center of the knee, that controls rotation and forward movement of the tibia (shin bone).
• posterior cruciate ligament (PCL) - the ligament, located in the center of the knee, that controls backward movement of the tibia (shin bone).
• medial collateral ligament (MCL) - the ligament that gives stability to the inner knee.
• lateral collateral ligament (LCL) - the ligament that gives stability to the outer knee.

Reasons for the Procedure

The anterior cruciate ligament (ACL) is located toward the front of the knee. It is the most common ligament to be injured. The ACL is often stretched and/or torn during a sudden twisting motion (when the feet stay planted one way, but the knees turn the other way). Skiing, basketball, and football are sports that have a higher risk of ACL injuries.

The posterior cruciate ligament (PCL) is located toward the back of the knee. It is also a common knee ligament to be injured. However, the PCL injury usually occurs with sudden, direct impact, such as in a car accident or during a football tackle.

The medial collateral ligament (MCL) is located on the inner side of the knee. It is injured more often than the lateral collateral ligament (LCL), which is on the outer side of the knee. Stretch and tear injuries to the collateral ligaments are usually caused by a blow to the outer side of the knee, such as when playing hockey or football.

Last but not least, Ive learned the pain, lolz

Gotta send my blood for screening reports, so I figure I'll draw it myself, but then i know its painful.. lolz

What Hppen On the Weekends...

This is what happen on the weekends...

Putrajaya Top Rope Novice Comp...

The Making...

The Event...
Misc...

Yoga's lil brother Wedding...

This Year Vacation Plans....

Hey.... urmmmm wellll hurmmmmm, I've made some plans for vacations this year though, but yet i don't know that i can fulfill needs for get-away. ;-D But there's a huge probability that i will, because what I've planned last year all went exceptionally well.

lolz so "finger's cross"

Here it is:

Sabah Trip: consist of Mabul, Sipadan..

Europe Trip+visiting some friends along the way:

France-Vannes-Paris-Cannes

Italy-Ancona-Rome-Bari


Switzerland- Liechtenstein-Zurich

I miss all this....

Its late night... cold and nothing to do, guess I should mumble in here.. lol
well then, I actually miss all the activity that i had few years back, beautiful place... crazy friends... things like that, i've found some pic here and there in my lappy, but still searching for my external hdd where all my pic bank is there..

this is what i miss though...

Diving....
Craziest friends...

Beautiful Mountains...

Motivation camp...

and lots more.... well we can't do everything though, but for me... we can do what we can do while we still do. So fulfill your need for adventurous life ahead, because when you get older, there's a lot of limits there..

cheers